Funny, how the mind plays tricks!

On Friday I submitted a job application for what would be a promotion. When I started working on the application I wasn't all that bothered, especially as it's unlikely I will get the job - there are two vacancies and around 25 applicants at least. However, the further I got with filling in the application and reliving some of my past jobs, the more I wanted the new post . Now, of course, I will be devastated if I don't get an interview, let alone don't get the job!